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Missing the Clan... talked to mom.... *sigh*

Tue Apr 5, 2005, 9:33 AM
Mood: :meditation: :sadangel:
Listening to: "Jimmy"-- Tool
Thinking about: Mom, Jon, Ian, Caleb.... The Clan
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Well, I talked to Mom lastnight. She might not be in the hospital as long as we thought. In fact, if we're lucky, she'll be out by the end of the week. I found out that they blue-papered her (this means she's not allowed to leave on her own, but she's doing a nit better than she was when she first got in there. She sounded a lot better than she did the last time she was in the hospital. She didn't sound so doped up on meds and she was laughing and joking around, telling me about some completely wacko residents in her ward.

*sigh*

I miss the Clan. Once again, I'm falling into one of those states where all I want to do is cry. I wish I could see them all again, even if it was just once. I feel so apart from them. So distant, and not just physically. I feel out of touch and alone up here in this freezing Hell. :lonely:

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~Aimee~

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:music: "What was it like to see
The face of your own stability
Suddenly look away,
Leaving you with
The dead and hopeless..?" :music:
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"All that lives must die, passing through nature and into eternity."
--Shakespeare
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~Alisha~
I miss you......
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~Jon~
An amazingly sweet, adorably warm, kind-hearted person.... Thank you, Jon, for listening to me ramble... for trying to understand me... for making me laugh when I'm depressed... for showing me light when I was lost in the dark... :cuddle:
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~Steven~
:hug: I don't really have any words for him... Only that he's a special person, a great poet, and a friend that I hope will always remain close to me. :cuddle:
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~Anthony~
Why the hell didn't I add you a lot sooner? *purrs* You know, hun, you're really great to talk to (aside from your health nut thing :P ). I'm very glad we started talking when we did. You're a great friend. :poke:
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~Quentin~
:glomp::glomp: A great guy with breathtaking, amazing eyes and much creative talent. I love your art work and the poetry in your gallery. You're a beautiful person, hun.... :hug:
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~Caleb~
Sweetie... I miss talking to you-- like, really talking to you... long talks.... I miss how you used to trust me... how we used to joke around... how you made me laugh. You know I adore you. :smooch:
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~Ian~
Ian Ian Ian... *sigh* :cuddle: I'm not sure what to say about you other than I wish you weren't so far away.... :licking:
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~Curtis~
A really great friend who is always supportive and sweet and fun to talk to. He's a great writer and a wonderful person.
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against this terrible and unforgiving white.

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~Aimee~
:hug: and sorry for not being here for the last 2 weeks :(

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